Ophis
Jul 10 2006, 01:49 PM
"I've been someones pet, to be looked after for to long." her eyes betray a certain amount of lie in that, maybe she wants to be free but doesn't know how?
emo samurai
Jul 10 2006, 01:54 PM
"I doubt that; if you were the type to be a pet, to be raised and watched over, you would never have left home. You wanted something; all people who act that way want something. Whether it's freedom, romance, some vague sense of wonder, it's always something that indulged dependence can't give them. You may not have known exactly what you wanted at the time, and you may not know now, but that's why I'm here.
If it doesn't bother you, could I start assensing you? It sometimes unsettles people; I glow a little bit, and my voice changes."
Ophis
Jul 10 2006, 02:32 PM
"Whatever, it's not like your scary."
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make your test
emo samurai
Jul 11 2006, 03:25 PM
Shen's skin glows stark white, and he starts to sound as if he's speaking with two voices at once, like there's a perfect echo that keeps pace with his voice.
"I think it's best to start where all this began. To state a cliche, how was your childhood? What were you like while you were getting good grades, and what brought about the change?"
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4 successes.
Ophis
Jul 17 2006, 09:54 AM
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okay she's mundane, no cyberware. Her current state is afraid. essence is 6. I reasonable physical health
"Bullies, a couple of girls decided I needed to be hurt."
emo samurai
Jul 17 2006, 01:43 PM
"Why did they decide you needed to be hurt?"
Ophis
Jul 21 2006, 10:28 AM
"I gues they took exception tome kissing my girlfriend during recess."
emo samurai
Jul 21 2006, 09:52 PM
"What drew you to her, and why did they care?"
Ophis
Jul 22 2006, 08:14 AM
"She was smart and beautiful, as to what they had against me, fuck knows, maybe they were jealous. I don't fucking know."
emo samurai
Jul 23 2006, 01:50 AM
"Why did that change your grades, and more importantly, why did it change your outlook on life?"
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I'm assuming the assensing is sustained. Has her state changed?
Ophis
Jul 23 2006, 08:46 AM
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She seems to be getting a bit more upset, probably because your bringing up bad memories
"They just wear you down..." she breaks down into sobbing.
emo samurai
Jul 23 2006, 10:41 PM
Shen levitates a tissue box to her, if there is one. If not, he uses the comlink and trodes to silently ask Cheerleader for one. "Are you talking about ambushes, destroyed homework? And is your disciplinary record what caused friction with your parents?"
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I'm assuming you won't have me roll for this.
Ophis
Jul 25 2006, 07:50 AM
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NO! You must roll!!!! only kidding
She seems slightly surprised by the arrivalof the tissues, takes one and starts to wipe her eyes. After a couple of minutes she calms down a little and says, "Yeah, pretty much, they kept doing things to push me over the edge, following me round stepping on the backs of my shoes, opening my locker and leaving stuff in there. I couldn't tell a teacher they wouldn't have believed that those girls would do things like that."
emo samurai
Jul 25 2006, 01:36 PM
"Why wouldn't they have believed you?"
Ophis
Jul 26 2006, 09:51 AM
"They were perfect students. It was a school for corporate management. Do you really think they cared that much about bullies as long as they were subtle?"
emo samurai
Jul 26 2006, 06:29 PM
"What did you think of the school before they did what they did?"
Ophis
Jul 27 2006, 09:29 AM
"It was okay, I suppose."
emo samurai
Jul 27 2006, 01:27 PM
"What about your parents?"
Ophis
Jul 31 2006, 09:40 AM
"They just got annoyed with me endangering my career prospects."
emo samurai
Jul 31 2006, 04:03 PM
"How did you feel about them, before and after the problems?"
Ophis
Aug 1 2006, 09:04 AM
"They were okay I guess just busy and wanting me to be exactly like them, a proper dutiful child thing. I never really wanted any of that."
emo samurai
Aug 2 2006, 01:38 PM
"What did you want?"
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Assensing result?
Ophis
Aug 2 2006, 10:54 PM
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astrally she seems to be getting more in to the conversation. the memories are painful, but you appear to be getting her to think and move away from the fear.
"I wanted to be an artist."
emo samurai
Aug 3 2006, 12:55 PM
"What sort of artist, and what inspired you?"
Ophis
Aug 5 2006, 09:30 AM
"I really liked painting, i was a big fan of the pre-raphaelites, but I liked some modern stuff too."
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her aura appears to perk upon this subject, the pain and fear lessen.
emo samurai
Aug 5 2006, 04:37 PM
"What was it about those movements that inspired you?"
Ophis
Aug 6 2006, 09:04 AM
"I don't know really, I liked the imagery the pre-raphaelites used, though having read about them they were pretty pretentious. The rest I just really liked what the pictures said to me."
emo samurai
Aug 6 2006, 07:07 PM
"Was it the sense of rebellion that those movements are often associated with, or did you find that to be pretentious? And did your parents do anything to suppress your interest?"
Ophis
Aug 7 2006, 08:48 AM
"They bitched at me for taking art over geography. I like the aesthetics that they used. Just the look and feel of the paintings."
emo samurai
Aug 7 2006, 01:39 PM
"Why'd they want you to take geography? And when did you make this decision?"
Ophis
Aug 7 2006, 09:41 PM
"I was fourteen. They thought that it would be a better choice to get me into a university that had a good business school."
emo samurai
Aug 7 2006, 10:22 PM
"This will sound silly and boorish, but how did being restricted make you feel? And could you go into more detail about how the art made you feel?"
Ophis
Aug 8 2006, 08:42 AM
"Restricted when?"
emo samurai
Aug 8 2006, 02:22 PM
"I mean being told not to take art."
Ophis
Aug 8 2006, 10:01 PM
"I hated it, I hated my parents, everyone."
emo samurai
Aug 10 2006, 02:37 AM
"Could you elaborate? It usually helps to focus on specifics when speaking about general anger, and self-analysis is good in any situation."
Ophis
Aug 10 2006, 08:55 AM
"I'm not sure, it was a while ago. I hated the fact that they wnated me to change MY mind. I hated the life they had planned for me. I hated the fact that the teachers supported them."
emo samurai
Aug 10 2006, 12:49 PM
"Did you end up taking art class?"
Ophis
Aug 10 2006, 01:02 PM
"No. I then end my parents won. I ran away to run my own damn life and look what happened."
emo samurai
Aug 10 2006, 01:14 PM
"What did you seek in the streets? Were you simply angry?"
Ophis
Aug 10 2006, 01:34 PM
"Angry mostly, a little freedom. I thought life would be better. It wasn't even before I got grabbed. I missed the implication in penniless artist."
emo samurai
Aug 10 2006, 01:35 PM
"Has what has happened changed your desire to become an artist?"
Ophis
Aug 10 2006, 01:37 PM
"Not really I guess." her eyes seem to light up, "thank you. I'd forgotten so much of that."
emo samurai
Aug 10 2006, 02:37 PM
"I don't suppose you've had much practice with painting."
Ophis
Aug 10 2006, 02:48 PM
"Not in a long while. Thankfully Kratos like my hands so left them intact."
emo samurai
Aug 10 2006, 02:50 PM
"You feel like changing that?
And naming himself after a video game character..."
Ophis
Aug 10 2006, 02:53 PM
"huh?"
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no he didn't, I get the reference, the meaning of the name works for who he is. Smartarse
emo samurai
Aug 10 2006, 07:53 PM
"Oh, Kratos is a character from an old video game called "God of War," where you kill the aformentioned god of war using blades attached to chains grafted to your arm. It's retarded and fun, like many video games are. You can get it on an AR emulator."
Ophis
Aug 11 2006, 08:44 AM
"Oh."
emo samurai
Aug 11 2006, 01:10 PM
"Given your problems with him, I don't suggest you do it.
Are you thinking of taking up painting again?"
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