QUOTE (Banaticus @ Jun 16 2010, 04:18 AM)

Holy Toledo, you're willing to say that out loud? It sounds like you didn't like the way corporate was operating, so you took your immediate manager, whoever that was, bent them over a table and made them squeal because you didn't like what *their* manager was doing. I don't know what point you were trying to make, but it just seems vindictive to withdraw material at that point. Couldn't you have been a little more selective like, "Ok, all the stuff that's going to print is going to print, but nothing else ever again."
Well, it's important to point out that:
a) Jason had just banned me from the freelancer forums because I accused him of lying (I still maintain he was being dishonest, Jason disagrees),
b) I had until that point kept to my contracts even though most of the freelancers I knew, liked, and respected had left or withdrawn their contracts, so I was feeling a bit alienated and alone, but I was determined to be professional about my contracts
c) I was butting heads with Jason
constantly, having to go to extreme lengths to get the tiniest shit accomplished, and it felt like I was fighting a tide of shit when it came to everything - the metaplot, background for upcoming sourcebooks, proofing comments...just every fucking thing was turning into a battle between the two of us
d) This was at the end of a very long period of freelancer abuse. By which I mean late payments, payment only with the threat of withdrawing copyright, insincere responses, Jason accusing me of being greedy, friends not getting paid, friends getting bounced checks, bad plots handed down from on high, getting deliberately ignored for choice assignments (like contributing to an anthology) while getting desperate fucking e-mails to write stories on short notice, and getting Marc Tassin foisted on us at the last minute, which is like the Spanish Inquisition but for SR freelancers. So there was a great deal of pent-up aggravation.
e) This did not get better after Frank Trollman's initial post, the revelations about Loren and Randall's rumored shenanigans, and a lot of weird accusations were thrown out about some people I consider friends.
f) I
did let
Vice continue on, when the payment for it was technically late. I could have insisted the run be pulped.
No, I didn't bend Jason over the table and make him squeal, but I didn't pull the drafts just because of what Loren and Randall were doing - I didn't like what Jason was doing,
is doing with the line. So yeah, I gutted a couple books. And judging by
Corp Guide (at least the first chapter), I think they're the poorer for it. I know
I'm the poorer for it because I'm never going to get paid. Still, I think it was the right thing to do.